senioritis. the very real disease i thought was a joke.

Senioritis is real. The struggle is real.

I promise.

I feel like it's some all-encompassing disease and the disease is made up primarily of procrastination with a touch of laziness, a pinch of anti-social-ness, a bit of constant sleepiness, and all around grouchiness.

All I ever really want to do these days is sleep. Really.

I can't remember the last time I actually had the time to sit and read a book and school only started two-ish months ago.

Lots of things have taken the back-seat over the past two months. It's almost like summer was a completely different world with a completely different me. I don't even remember what it felt like.

It's not that my classes are even hard. It just feels like there's a great deal of pressure coming from a million different places. Colleges, SAT scores, financial stuff, car stuff. It's all incredibly overwhelming. Waking up every morning and actually getting around to doing school is a struggle.

Even the weekends feel stressful.

These first two months have been crazy hard, but it can only get better.

Right?