who am i?

Day 37

Who am I?


That's easy. I'm Rebekah Ann Cullen. 16. Sophomore. Homeschooled.

No, I'm much, much more..

I'm a child of the King.

I love to talk. Music is amazing. I like reading on rainy days. I like reading. Period. I love watching movies with friends. I love Justin Bieber. Channing Tatum. Nick Jonas. Ryan Reynolds. etc. ;) I used to have a..deep admiration for "Our Song" by Taylor Swift. Now, I can't listen to her without falling into depression. I like the South 10 times better than the North. Excluding my family, I could do without the North altogether. I have problems with Algebra 2 :P It's lame. English is a breeze. Believe it or not, I really think my sister, Rachie, is my best friend. She's cool. Sometimes. I miss playing with my brother. We used to pretend we were superheroes. We'd climb in our "rocketship" (his crib) and save the planet from alien invaders. I miss waking up on Saturdays to chocolate milk and Looney tunes.

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I've written a poem and had it published before. I like to write. Blog. Journal. Email. Letter. Whatever. To me, texting is kind of annoying. I mean, you can't text and drive. Talking and driving..different story. The only thing I'll willingly get at McDonalds is iced coffee, other than that..bleh. Chick-fil-a is a gift to the world. You know those pickles they throw on their chicken sandwiches..I love them. Downtown Reidsville is beautiful to me. I have a sick obsession with food. My mom thinks I have a problem :P Maybe I do, haha. I love Reidsville Bible Chapel. I love the awkward teens that go to Reidsville Bible Chapel ;)

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Youth Rallies are ok. I suppose. To be honest, I don't really talk to anyone "new". I stick with my buds. Operation Christmas Child is my favorite outreach. Ever. I love special needs kids. I love long car rides. Ipods. AUX outlets in cars..another gift to the world. I still listen to the Justin Bieber Christmas CD. "Christmas Eve" is now my favorite. I'm dying for Saturday to get here faster. I'm seeing The Vow. Finally. I don't have fat friends. No matter what David says ;)

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Aunt Beth's cheesecake makes church luncheons epic. I don't mind cooking. I don't know if I'm all that good at it. I'm never going to put turkey in Rotel and sausage dip again ;) That, by the way, is my favorite dip. I didn't have a Sweet Sixteen. Which is ok. I'm gonna kill the fad and have a Sweet Seventeen ;) When people ask me what I want to study in college, I say physical therapy. Deep down, I'm still crazy confused. I like music. And I'm good at English. Science and math aren't strong points for me. So, maybe studying something like physical therapy isn't a genius idea. I think I'd be happy teaching. Shh..that's a secret.

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One day, I wanna get married, but I've decided that it can't and won't consume my every thought. That just makes you..and everyone around you go crazy. Something happened to me. Babies loved me and I loved them between the ages of 12-13. Then, everything changed. I don't know why! I still think they're cute..they just don't seem to feel the same way about me, hahaha.

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Driving is fun. I'm pretty sure, when I get a license..and a car, I'll drive to clear my head. My hope, is that somehow, someway gas will become cheap again. Or maybe, someone will design a water engine? I don't know, but what I do know is that $60 to fill a tank is berserk. I want a job. Like, a lasting job. I have to fund my Starbucks addiction somehow.


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Somewhere along the 10 years I've played piano, playing became an emotion channel. 20% of the time, I'm just thinking. 40% of the time, I'm upset about something. 20% of the time, I'm happy. And the other 20% is just playing for playing's sake.

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I've been told when I'm upset I close up. And I'm ok with that. Everyone else should be too. Would you rather I close up, or blow up? Hahaha ;)


That's me. Or as much of me as I have the energy to type..that reminds me!

I procrastinate, hahaha..

Anyway..

Later.