Days 3 & 4

So, I'm a normal teenager. And being one, I tend to get grounded from computer privileges. That is why I missed yesterday.


So, here's

Day 3:


What I think my reason for being here is.

Ok, so I'm gonna assume that "here" is referring to this planet. To put it plainly, God has a plan for everyone's life. Believer and non-believer. Considering I am a believer, one of my reasons for being here is to spread the Gospel. The Great Commission. It's not an "easy job" and regretfully, I haven't shared as much as I could, but that is something that all Christians are called to do. Whether you're in Africa or Smalltown, USA, you can be a missionary ANYWHERE. Of course, God has personal plans for my life as well. All my choices, decisions, reasoning..I gave it all over to Him when I accepted His gift of Salvation. I know I'm not even 16 yet, but I can see things starting to happen in my life and it's all the Lord's doing. Truthfully, I'm not 100% sure what my exact, specific, on the dot reason for being here is yet, but in time, I'm trusting the Lord will show me.




Day 4:


How I think my life would change if I achieved my dream.

My dream. Haha. Well, I have lots of dreams. But..I'd love to be a music composer. It'd take years and years of schooling and practice, but I know it'd be worth it. Music has always been something that I love. I know lots of people love it, but there's a difference. I'm not talking about the lyrics in music..I'm talking about the music itself. The strings, the piano, the percussion. All of it. It'll sound silly, but I used to dream about composing scores for movies. That's basically my dream occupation. Then, there's the personal life dream. I'm the typical husband, kids, house, happy dream. Of course, I don't know who fits the "husband" slot. If the Lord gives me kids, it'd be nice. Ever since I moved to North Carolina, I wanted a house that was away from other peoples' houses. Hahaha. Too noisy. Too nosy. Not that all neighbors are, just some ;) I know what I want my house to look like, but I'm not gonna describe it. Instead, here's a picture:

Personally, I think that's beautiful. Not modern. Not fancy, but somehow it seems elegant. So, those are my dreams. I think, if I achieved them, that I'd be happy, but at the same time, if they aren't in God's plan for my life (mentioned in Day 3 above) than I don't think I would be happy. Maybe, the Lord wants me to be a doctor with no family whatsoever, or maybe I'm supposed to go to college, get a teaching degree, get married, and have bucket loads of kids. I don't know. So, like I said, if I achieved my dream..WITHIN the will of the Lord..then I'd be happy. Otherwise, none of this will happen with me being...ok.